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Entry no. 92 from Utku (Your Otherself) on 09.11.2007

It has been now 30 days since i could last time have you kissing me. It was 30 years for me, and i mean it.

Everyday, i look at people, i try yo smile to look like i m going on as they expect me to (for some reason everyone expects me to move on but they simply don t understand), i try to listen to people, try to seem like i care what they say but what they don t know is that i simply don t care about their little earthy talks that have no point at all.. things seem to be in a never ending slow motion movie, sounds echoe in my head.. our memories going through my mind, my heart one after another, and everytime i feel this giant emptiness inside me and i bleed right there and then. And there is no such word to explain what kind of a pain that emptiness gives me. Since you are way beyond time and space now, and you are right inside me, you know how it aches and hurts, again.. you are the only one that really understands me. like it has been when you were here also. I love you.

I think i simply cannot go on.. but just try to survive and struggle with the will to die. Struggle, not because i am afraid of death, actually i am waiting for it to come to me in excitement, so this crap they call life can be over as soon as possible, but i struggle with it, because i don t want to leave a couple of people on earth that i believe they truly love me, in this very pain i am in. but every night, i go to bed praying not to wake up again so i can get some rest and maybe start over with you if the damn system lets us.. but it never happens.. i wake up into this very emptiness since 30 days.. i miss you Wolfgang..

I miss you and I love you.

Entry no. 91 from Kiaran on 09.11.2007

Seize upon that moment long ago
One breath away and there you will be
So young and carefree
Again you will see
That place in time...so gold

Steal away into that way back when
You thought that all would last forever
But like the weather
Nothing can ever...and be in time
Stay gold

But can it be
When we can see
So vividly
A memory
And yes you say
So must the day
Too, fade away
And leave a ray of sun
So gold

Life is but a twinkling of an eye
Yet filled with sorrow and compassion
Though not imagined
All things that happen
Will age too old
Though gold
( missing you so much garpisha unlike you could imagine 8) sleep in peace love kia mia xxx )

Entry no. 90 from JaD on 09.11.2007

Missing you garpinsky . may you be always remembered , you the one that brought a laugh to many people and listened to all of our complaints and never nagged to us once.

i miss you . may you find peace wherever you are .

Entry no. 89 from Valairs on 05.11.2007

May the light shine upon his soul.

Entry no. 88 from Utku (Your Otherself) on 02.11.2007

I had to get away for some days. Out of that room, out of this stupid island, out of myself. I had my mom hug me and say -shhh- as she pat my back.
I am many things but not ok.

And look how many people come here and talk to you. This place isn t just a tribute to you. It is a way to talk to you.

Today, your family and friends got together to finally let you rest in peace. My heart rests with you in you, and your heart beats here in me. I wish i was there in person and see you one last time.

All this is just like a bad bad dream that we who were gifted by getting to know you all want to wake up as soon as possible. As the title says, we miss you so much Wolfgang, I miss you so much.. so very much.

The most crazy thing is, you are now in me, i feel you in me every each second. You are somewhere so close to me, so close that there is no closer than this. You beat inside me. And this very same place is also so very far away, i will never be able to touch you or hear your voice, or see you again.

I love you my Wolf, you deserve all this love people send you.
I am and we are all so very lucky to get to know you, people like you don t wander around. You are one in a zillion.
You are so very special.
I lovelove you.
Rest in Peace.

Entry no. 87 from Martina (Galli) on 02.11.2007

Dear Wolfgang
Today your family and friends get together for a last farewell. Unfortunately, we may not be all able to attend the service due to the geographical distance.

But, what is the importance of distance? For those that feel to be close to you, the geographical distance was of no importance, as it wasn’t for you, being with us in this world. I am sure, it is more important to you, that your family and friends are with you in their hearts.

It seems to be difficult to say good bye to you. You are and you have been a Person with extraordinary influence on those you’ve met. Integration and communication has been important to you, to close emotional gaps and to solve misunderstandigs between persons arround you was your pleasure and extraordinary talent. I’ve knew and cherished you for this. You were a wonderful friend to discuss with. Even though you did not spoke about yourself and your personal feelings quite a long time, I felt honoured, when you started to do so. Thanks for your confidence, for all your help and your moral support.

Being aware, that your being on earth is a blink of the eye compared to eternity, we’ll be able to continue our discussions quite soon at the point, that they’ve ended so abrupt. Until then, you will accompany us in our memories being the wonderful person that we were allowed to meet.

As a small symbol, Roland will put down a rose on my behalf.

In loving friendship
Martina (Galli)

Entry no. 86 from Glenat27 on 31.10.2007

garpy...
omg...i ve been away from irc for too long...and all I got now is this bad news...:(

may yer soul rest in peace, dearest garpy.
truly miss you

Glenat27

Entry no. 85 from garp lober on 30.10.2007

haiiii
oh garp papa you leave me no see you, wai?
bai

Entry no. 84 from Drachen Singer on 30.10.2007

Durch die Nacht mit dumpfem Rauschen
Treibt vorbei des Stromes Wut;
Und mit träumerischem Lauschen
Starr ich auf die dunkle Flut.

Schattenhafte Kähne wallen
Mir vorbei, in Nacht hinein;
Liebe Stimmen fern verhallen; –
Und die Strömung tönt allein.

Und verlassen heb ich meine
Augen schmerzbethaut empor:
Da entschwebt mit hehrem Scheine
Ein Gestirn dem Wolkenflor;

»Sieh, ich bleibe.« winkt sein Auge.
Und die bange Seele zieht
Auf zu diesem treuen Auge, –
Wie ein Kind zur Mutter flieht. –

Wenn dereinst des Todes Grauen
Dieses Herz umspült und bricht,
Laß noch einmal dich erschauen
Ueber Wassern, süßes Licht,

Bis den letzten Liebesfunken,
Der in meinem Auge scheint,
Deine Blicke aufgetrunken
Und dem Sternenglanz vereint.


Du fehlst mir mein Freund . Hoffentlich ist dein nächstes Leben ein besseres als das Vergangene .

Entry no. 83 from Kiaran on 28.10.2007

Memories, pressed between the pages of my mind
Memories, sweetened thru the ages just like wine

Quiet thought come floating down
And settle softly to the ground
Like golden autumn leaves around my feet
I touched them and they burst apart with sweet memories,
Sweet memories

Of holding hands and red bouquets
And twilight trimmed in purple haze
And laughing eyes and simple ways
And quiet nights and gentle days with you

Memories, pressed between the pages of my mind
Memories, sweetened thru the ages just like wine,
Memories, memories, sweet memories. {Miss you Wolfgang} :(

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